yay! 100 facts bout me ^^

001. Real name → miera
002. Like it? → yeah..blessing
003. Nickname(s)→ momo, momo chan
004. Status → single is yes ^^
005. Zodiac sign → Sagittarius
006. Male or female → female
007. Elementary → skula keb kuala besut 2
008. Middle School →tengku mahmud school
009. High School →mjsc kuala terengganu
010. Hair color → slightly brown to black
011. Long or short → not too long..not too short.tp bukan botak..hoho
012. Eye color →black..tp kalo kaler pepel pon bes gak
013. Weight → mmm...last 2 weeks 95.something pound..shaye suda kurang berat..tp pp still bambam..
014. Height →5'2
015. Righty or lefty →righty
016. Loud or Quiet → depends
017. Sweats or Jeans → jeans
018. Phone or Camera → phone but equipped with camera...but wish to have both separately..+vidcam...hehe...sape nk bagi shaye??
019. Health freak →yeah..sakit itu..sakit ini..shaye sorg yg bermasalah n berpenyakit..huhu..jauhi daku..
020. Piercings →ears tp da lame xpkai..ilang..
021. Do you have a crush on someone? → bkn takat sorang..bnyk orang..hehe.. hyunnie, kanginnie, kibummie,fishy,changmin oppa, hongki oppa, onew..heeee...ramaila...tp syok sdirik je sume tue...
022. Eat or Drink → both..selagi blh sumbat saye makan..hehe
023. Purse or Backpack →purse...
024. Tattoos → nope...n neva!!!
025. Do You Like Yourself? → yes! but now i'm kinda of sick of my lyfe..mm..dunno why..
026. Current worry? →no..hepi2 saja walaupon de 1st infosys test esok..heeee
THIS OR THAT:
027. Orange or Apple Juice? →orange juice..teringat plak kt soft skill project SLASH!
028. Night or Day? → dedua pon suke...ciptaan tuhan
029. Sun or Moon? → both tp lg suke tgk bulan...
030. TV or Internet? → internet..donlod..donlod..
031. PlayStation or XBox? →both!!
032. Kiss or Hug? → hug..shweet je..
033. Iguana or Turtle? →turtle la..miss my turtax...iguana?? tidak akan..
034. Spider or Bee? → nonononono...
035. Fall or Spring? → lyke n love both
036. Limewire or iTunes? → both even xpnah guna pon service tue
037. Soccer or Baseball? soccer la bes
FIRSTS:
038. First surgery → none
039. First piercing → 12 taun la
040. First best friend → saidatul nadrah amiluddin
041. First Sport? → lari dlm guni..ekekke
042. First award → anugerah bintang popular
043. First crush → ummm...cekret
044. First pet → mr cat yg penakot
045. First big vacation →i forgot
046. First big birthday → lupa sudeyy
CURRENTLY:
047. Eating-lunch at king's hotel
048. Drinking → air masak
050. Listening to → marry you :) by suju
051. Singing? → marry you:)
052. Typing? → 100 facts bout me + report psm
053. Waiting for → bile la report nk siap..mls nk edit
YOUR FUTURE:
054. Want kids? → sure!!!
055. When? → akan datang
057. When? → tidak pasti
058. Where Do You Want To Live? → xkesah janji bahagia :)
059. Careers in mind →programmer??? haha..lawak
060. What Did You Want To Be When You Were Little? → cikgu..cikgu..
062. Something You Would Never Try? → drink, smoke, tatoo, so on & so forth (cuba teka ayat sape tue?)
WHICH IS BETTER WITH BOY?
063. Lips or eyes → eyes
064. Shorter or taller? → taller
065. Romantic or spontaneous → both...
066. Nice stomach or nice arms → itu tak penting
067. Sensitive or loud → both
068. Hook-up or relationship → relationship
069. Trouble maker or hesitant → tamau dedua
070. Hugging or Kissing? → hugging
071. Tan Skinned or Light? → anything
072. Dark or Light Hair? → anything
073. Muscular or Normal? → normal
HAVE YOU EVER:
074. Lost glasses/contacts → nope
075. Ran away from home → pnah terpk mase kecik2 dlu..siap ajak adik join same..bungkus baju ltak dlm beg skola...konon2 mcm main la..pas2 kna marah ngan maa..kna kemas blik bju.hehe
076. Held a gun/knife for self defense? nope
077. Killed somebody → nauzubillah
078. Broken someone's heart → yes
079. Been arrested → nope
080. Cried when someone died → for sure
081. Kissed A Stranger? → gilaka???
082. Climbed Up A Tree? → kecik2 dolu adela
083. Liked A Friend As More Than A Friend → yahh
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
084. Yourself → sometimes
085. Miracles → yeah..life could get better..lalalala
086. Love at first sight → depends
087. Heaven → suda tentu!!
088. Santa Claus → nope
089. Kiss on the first date → nonoonno..ilang akai ka??
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
090. Is there one person you want to be with right now → yep
091. Do You Like Someone? → yep
092. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → sometimes
093. Do you believe in God → wajib!
094. Recieved/Sent Text Message → received from dila/sent to wani
095. Received Call → mek dila yang happening
096. Call Made? → lieya malam td..on movie ticket
097. Comment On MySpace? → da lame x online myspace
098. Missed Call? → kak intan
099. Person You Hung out With? last nyte..wif kak chuna,dila,yan,lieya,kak intan, kak zuli, mus n fahmi
100. tag who?? - yue, zati n axia

Final Project Presentation aka PSM

khabar dari fakulti..ngeri

diriku sekarang adalah begini...
psm 6hb may
sape?
pn isredza, pn hazalila n en asri
takotttttttt!!!!!!!!!

aigooo

aigooo....no tyme to update my blog..sorry sorry naega naega..hehe..nyanyi lak die..cos tersangatla busy...

umm..tp terase nk berblogging je ari ni
ok start wif

1.final exam
two paper oredi passed
got 1 more paper on 29th april..da last paper for dis degree course
pastue yippie!! hooray!!
hopefully my last final exam in degree
pk nk abeh blaja je skang
omma oppa xsanggup da


2. psm ape cite?
haha..da tentula xsiap ag
after xm nk concentrate sume2
tp sempat ke ek??
jgnla dr nazri wat bnyk songeh die nt


3.infosys
macam bulan jatuh ke riba..
xdisangka2..xpnah terpk kt kpale dpt join program 2..
luckily kak chuna n lieya pon dapat..adela gang nt..
sygnye taun ni wat kt melaka je..kalo x, dptla aku fly ke india..hehe
yg penting dpt p oversea..nek flight..amek gambo..jln2..wakaka
hehe..niat 2 da xbtol..cmnela tuhan nk kasi??
heee...brangan je lebey..
melaka tunggu saye deh... =]


4.industrial training
luckily gak de 7 org fak aku dpt tmpt same
so sonok sket ade gang
n i'll be staying at wani's house till the end of training
sb dr umah ke tempat 2 dekat 45 minit gak la
weekend bleh la blik umah kalo rindu nk mkn masakan maa


5.family ku yg sentiasa dekat di ati
anakandamu terpaksa berjauhan lagi
huhu..sob3
rindunye kt maa abah, kat angah, pijo n emy, kt katil, kt almari baju, kt mr cat y suke panjat bumbung tp penakut nk turun, kt karpet umah..rindu! rindu!
adik aku y laki xabeh2 suh aku balik..sb die nk wat lesen..xdela agenda aku nk smbung lesen kete yg tertunggak tu
igt aku tanak balik ke??
aku nk blik la..tp ...tp...
taun ni mase aku abeh dop kt tempat org je..
johor, melaka, kelantan..seb bek xround satu mesia
nak wat cmne...anakandamu terpakse berjuang demi segulung degree
kalo nk ikutkan ketas 2 bape sen la sgt
tp sb ade tulis name ku kt dlm, layak mendapat ijazah sarjana muda.... 2 yg mahal..xde jual kt mane kdai2
sabar ye ati..
xlama dah...


6.frens
pasni mst da ssh nk jumpe kan
nak2 plak aku maybe dah blah 10 / 11 may ni
so, mase yg 2 mggu ni je tinggal nk bersuka ria ngan member2 ni seme
lgpun xbnyk sgt plan melancong same2..
batu pahat, ayer itam pon xabeh tawaf ag
ni kan plak satu johor
bnyk sgt sharing memory yg bes2 kt cni
yg xbes pon ade gak
tp nk pk yg bes je
pjg umo kte jumpe ag ^^


okla nak smbg wat keje lak..
stadi dek stadi...

saengil chukka hamnida

saengil chukka hamnida
saengil chukka hamnida
saengil chukka hamnida hyukjae oppa
saengil chukka hamnida

happy birthday oppa!!
hope u n SUPER JUNIOR members owez success in 2009
keep smiling
stay healthy
keep charming
stay notty
saranghae!!!

Kematian itu adalah sesuatu yang pasti

Arini genap 2 minggu arwah ayah long meninggakan kami
emmm...mcm xterase je..bagai semalam die ade bersama2...
sedey di ati xtertahan...begitu sahaja die meninggalkan kami
tp tuela hakikat yg harus time...

mmm...
go back to 20th march 2009
pagi Jumaat yang basah + dingin
aku terjaga dari tito jam 6.30 pagi
besela 1st thing yg aku wat pas bangun tgk handphone..
2 misscall from my mom and 1 misscall from my dad
kol 4 pagi...
ati aku da mula xsedap.
ade pape jadi ke
kalo x xknla maa ngan abah nk kol pepagi cmni
tp aku pendam dlu...
after solat subuh aku kol maa aku..
bunyi macam kat jalan raye
xsempat aku tny kenapa..my mom ckp ....

mom: "baru bgun ke?..maa kol banyak kali xangkat..."
me: "a'a..baru bangun.nape ko pagi2?"
aku still tenang ag wpon dlm ati meronta2 nk taw
mom: "maa baru balik dari pasir mas...nak ckp ni..ayah long da tadek..."
me: (blur) "ayah long??? ayah long mane?? (ati da mula xsedap)"
mom: "ayah long lubuk kawah ni..ayah long syam" (maa bercakap ngan tenang)
me: (aku tergamam..tubuh aku terketar2 menahan perasaan...btol ke ape yg aku dgar ni?? aku mimpi ke??) "kenape?"
mom : "tatau la..tp mak long ckp pas die masuk bilik nak tdo...dlm kol 2..die tgk ayah long macam sesak nafas...mak long kejut ayah long..then bawak p hospital..kejap je..ayah long da tadek.."
me: (air mata yang aku tahan mengalir jua..aku nanges teresak2 di telefon dalam keadaan percaya atau tidak..aku xmampu nak kate ape2...)
mom: "xpela...tayahla balik..lagipun xsempat jugak jumpe ni.."
me: (aku nak balik!!!! tp still xmampu nak cakap pape for few seconds) "bile nk kebumi?"
mom: "pas zohor"
me: "syam, ha, amir balik la kan?" (dats my truly brother to me n my close kazens)
mom: "a'a..dieorang odw..syam balik ngan ha..amir balik ngan ayah chik"
me: "semalam org chat ngan ha..die kate die xchat.."
mom: " maa nak balik amek pijo ngan emy..." (kbtolan mase 2 cuti skolah)
me: "ok..(sayu)..assalamualaikum..."
mom: "waalaikumsalam"

pas off call, aku terus call my bf
aku nanges kat c2 gak..
die yg mamai2 ag plik pehal ngan aku
mmg aku xmampu nk ckp pape
tanpa petanda, die pergi selama2nya...
die suh aku sabar bnyk2, xelok b nanges cmni..(makin kuat aku nanges..sebak sesangat)
cian kt arwah...bc yasin kt die ek...
pas off call aku trus anta msg kt kema, khai n my sis n then aku bc yasin tuk arwah dlm sedu tangis...

my sis reply..die cakap die nak balik...
aku pon nak balik..even duit kt tangan ade 20 je
then aku kol my mom btaw nak balik sume
kelas aku xkesah sgt cos my class schedule x pack
then aku kol bus agent kat BP...sadly, tiket da abes..time 2 cuti skola...so, mmg ssh nk dpt ticket yg available tuk mlm 2.. tuk sok nye malam pon da tadek..huhu
kat JB pon same...so, kitorang xjadi balik..rase terkilan yang amat...
tiap kali aku solat msti perasaan hiba tue ade..aku nanges dlm doa..ampunkanla dosanya ya ALLAH..tempatkan die di kalangan orang2 yg beriman..

pada saat ni memang aku terkenangkan arwah
he loves to pamper us..his nieces
mungkin sebab arwah xde anak pempuan..
aku igt mase kecik2 dlu...die suke ngusik , layan anak2 buah die yg pempuan...
aku lak slalu dop atas kaki die..
mmm...
aku membesar ngan kuarga arwah
we live in sarawak together for 7 years
arwah pon dulu mmg kawan ngan abah...maktab perguruan yang same..
my mom pon mmg knal ngan mak long mse remaja ag
kirenye mmg family kami ade wasilah before masing2 getting married ag
and our both family has a really close relationship since kami adek beradek tersangatla rapat ngan anak2 die...
aku angap mcm abah maa, abang kandung aku sdiri
rindunye aku pd mase childhood dlu

di saat mereka bergantung harapan pada arwah, arwah telah pegi untuk selamanya..
memang suatu yang xterduga..
arwah muda ag..
tp die pergi dulu
tp mati xkira umo...
ye..kematian adalah pasti..
cepat atau lambat je...
bile jadi camni mmg bnyk bg kesedaran tuk aku
kematian yang tibe2..xdirancang...
mmmm...
bersediakah aku untuk MATI??
cukup ke amalan aku untuk tampung aku kt akhirat nt??
mende ni mmg wat aku pk bnyk kali n menginsafkan aku

ade satu hari tue aku dgar lagu 'DI PONDOK KECIL'
aku ingat bait-bait lirik ni

"wahai abang ku kemana
ayah ku sayang ayah ku cinta ayah "

memang aku nanges ngesak2..aku stop lagu 2..xsggup rsenye nk dgar ag dah...
berat ati aku nk time pemergian die...
tp aku harus gak time suratan ni..
lumrah hidup
setiap pertemuan pasti ade perpisahan

pada mak long sekeluarga, aku arap mereka tabah dalam menghadapi dugaan ni..
AL-FATIHAH BUAT AYAH LONG
ABDUL GHANI BIN DAUD
damaila kau di sana


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madness..
kegilaan
bukan nak cakap pasal super junior
nak cite pasal PSM
PSM...mmm
bahan eksperimen from lecturer to student
PSM in information technology field
adalah
satu kegilaan pada orang2 yg suke coding
tapi bukan aku dan juga beliau2 yang berkenaan

bukak je mata
automate pk pasal PSM
urat2 saraf dlm badan pon stat aku menegang
macam kna electric shock
PSM lagi dasat dr cte shutter...aisy..
memang xtdo malam la kalo dop layan benda ni

omma...oppa...
help me!!
teringat ayat mom malam semalam

"along...wat elok2 la sem ni....da last 2..."
peh...berjujuran air mataku
thanks ya allah kerna memberiku insan2 yang prihatin



letih sem ni...
smpai mati aku xlupe

menyampah nye aku ngan sem ni
sampai mati aku xlupe

tahniah tuk PSM kerana menjadikan aku sorg yg pendendam...